1. SKATE.
2. yc's fall over drain cover.
3. funny phone conversation with yc (which i sort of forgot already, oops sorry yc! things like that always happen. we laugh about the most inane things and then we can't remember why. because there IS no rational reason why!!)
He likes you - yes seriously, i asked him and he told me.
Hannah Yukon
heavenknows
Saturday, October 17, 2009 12:35
Thursday, September 10, 2009:
Pictures that are long overdue ((:
FangYi, James, YC and i wenta changi airport before prelims for lunch, paper planes, and skytrain surfing. and then fangyi went home and the rest of us studied at coffee bean. paper planes are awesome fun, but how ironic! - we were in the airport and paper planes were all we could have! and it didn't feel like prelims were coming at all; it felt like holiday.
can't wait for hokkaido!
heavenknows
Thursday, September 10, 2009 04:26
Wednesday, September 02, 2009:
"A lady must protect her reputation," said Daddy in his most-Daddy way. "If this week James sleeps over at your house and next week yc sleeps over, and if they both mention in passing to their friends that they slept over at your place, what are people gonna think of you? You'd be chasing away any prospective husbands who might be interested in you."
this is Daddy's reason for disallowing any subsequent sleepovers in the house of a member of the opposite sex, and for disallowing any members of the opposite sex to sleep over at my house. because its not proper.
yc heard it and said true, it's an asian thing.
janice heard it and said huh, oh no.
james gray heard it and laughed his ass off.
"It's so far-fetched!" said James Gray over the phone. "I'm sorry Celine but its just so ... far-fetched! HAHAHA ..."
((:
daddy also says it isn't proper for a girl to keep running over to a guy's house, even if it's just to study.
these restrictions came after i stayed over once at james' place (and in doing so chased his mum out of her room into the living room and james out of his room into his parents' room so i could share his room with his sister), because we were studying till it was too late for me to go home by myself and his mum said why not just sleep over, and after james stayed once at my place (he slept in the living room and was repeatedly awakened by Lio the Dog who kept pulling towels off him).
we used to go over to james' place so often to study until daddy forbade me, saying it ain't proper.
ohhh there was once we ran - yes, RAN - all the way from my house at dover to james' house at bukit timah!
prelims are over; they were, naturally, awesome awesome awesome.
we kept studying together - james, yc, and sometimes janice. the result? greater productivity (well for me and janice anyway haha) and not one inkling of worry.
yes indeed. *nods sagely* the day before prelims we were even swimming at james' place!
james got into the Cadbury Eyebrow finals, briefing's later on today and the final's on saturday at lido. his face will be projected on the big screen! HAHA.
win already la. he's gonna come with us to hokkaido for sure. praise god!
talked on the phone with yc till late yesterday. he said that i just might make a good writer next time. i agree. ((:
except for the 'might' part. this is not a maybe thing. it's a surely, certainly, definitely thing!
it's james' birthday today. me and yc wenta get him presents on wednesday. we originally wanted to get him boxers and draw retarded stuff on it (like a picture of an ass with the caption 'Moon King') or write retarded stuff on it (like 'I am a BURP MAN'). but we couldn't find boxers.
so in the end we got him a leopard-print cushion and papaya-flavoured lip butter from Body Shop. lip balm, because his lips are always chapped; and a cushion, because ... well, because we're random, and we saw it, and i had the idea of sewing stuff on the cover.
sharks, should've taken a picture.
papaya-flavoured lip butter smells quite nice. maybe i should get that next time.
yc read my blog last night. he read all my bitchy posts. haha! me was stupid and retarded, naive and innocent but jealous and mean, too passionate, too committed (to the point of foolishness), and just plain freaky.
at that time when i liked someone (or thought that i liked someone), i'd like him with every fibre of my being. but now, as yc says, i'm more guarded.
which is sort of a good thing really. prevents from getting hurt.
to lose that passion is to lose that jealous nature. jealousy = meanness.
can passion exist without jealousy?
i think, if i wanted, i could call back that passion.
to feel again.
its like where there used to be a furnace, now there's only its remains. glowing embers beneath smouldering ashes.
dull orange. a slight wind.
whoa not bad not bad. sounds like the beginnings of a poem, but i'm too lazy to think right now!
it's interesting isn't it. to observe the changes in my character as an objective third-person.
it's safe here, in this place of dull orange and gentle wind. but one day i expect i will leave it.
i'll learn to plunge myself once more into that deep, dark red of wild passion and jealousy and anger and love. to like someone, again, with every fibre of my being. not just the kind of like that glowing embers and smouldering ashes are capable of.
i suppose its inevitable. one cannot stay in one's comfort zone forever.
but the meanness, of course, would have to be controlled. no more bitchiness!
but I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
you're so in love that you act insane
and that's the way I loved you
breakin' down and coming undone
it's a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you ...
yc, we'll feel again okayy. you and me both. you'll recover, time will heal. ((: and me, i must find the courage and the fire again. but not in that stupid freaky bitchy way i was last time! EE. even now i shudder to think of it.
heavenknows
Saturday, August 01, 2009 02:36
Saturday, July 25, 2009:
i have lost 2kg and ishaan whom i've not seen in a long time saw me yesterday and remarked that i've lost weight, which totally made my day. ((:
heavenknows
Saturday, July 25, 2009 15:09
Thursday, July 09, 2009:
60% of DEP is now secured.
yes, i say secured, because we wouldn't survive if we think otherwise. what's the point, really, in wondering if we did badly or in telling ourselves that we did badly and that taking DEP was the worst mistake of our lives??
much as i have complained and grumbled, i have never regretted taking DEP and i do not plan to now. especially now that the crappy part's over.
for now we should just concentrate on other stuff, like MATH. urgh. and on WRITING. and stop thinking that anyone of us did badly coz' firstly we didn't and secondly it'll just spoil our mood it's so discouraging.
the awesome foursome went to island creamery today and it rocks. the ice-cream flavours there are all sooo interesting! things like teh tarik, chendol, burnt caramel, horlicks ... matthew even said there was some beer-flavoured ice-cream there last time, but unfortunately today there wasn't, or i would've tried it.
but wth. 2 scoops of ice-cream + 1 disgusting photo has left me feeling gross-ed out and, well, disgusted, and utterly ashamed at myself and my lack of discipline. if overeating leaves me feeling this way all the time i'd be stick-thin by prom.
